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January 31, 2005
lord it's hard to be happy when you're not using the metric system
i wish i could just figure everything out.
then maybe everything wouldn't seem so distant.
i think i need you, more than ever.
Posted by Cameron at 11:59 AM | Comments (0)
January 26, 2005
our slave is not my cure
target is full of shit.
and i finally let them know. well, i let somone that matters know. and i can really see myself being fired in the next three weeks. but hey. i told them i won't show up anymore if they don't move me somewhere else. there's a reason all of them quit.
tonight, i couldn't work more than 5 minutes without someone asking for something. the one night i have a shit load of work to do, people can't leave me alone. go figure.
i don't even know where i stand anymore. too much nothing is going on. i started playing bass with some friends. so far it's a blast. i just need to get better on the bass.
i ran into marilyn today.. it really made me think. i'm not sure why she triggered it. what the hell am i doing? how long am i going to be doing nothing?
Open Water sucks. if you ever get a chance to watch it, break whatever you're going to watch it on so you don't. fuck, it's bad. and it's my kind of movie (apparently).
Posted by Cameron at 11:56 PM | Comments (0)
January 15, 2005
things falling apart
this collection of photography / artwork really caught my eye tonight. i love it. above is my favorite.
w w w . a t r i c . c o m
nighty @ deviantart
Posted by Cameron at 01:14 AM | Comments (0)
January 11, 2005
tonight my mind drifts on
I just bought a bass guitar so I can play in my friends band. He just moved out here from Minnesota, and the bassist didn't. So I bought a bass.
It's an Ibanez Ergodyne EDA900.
I talked about Betty Boop today. And it was awesome. You're still the bee's knees.
Hey. It's not raining today. It's fucking windy. What the crap is that? It's been rainy for like 2 weeks straight.
Posted by Cameron at 01:27 PM | Comments (0)
January 05, 2005
sweet little dreams my darling / sweet little dreams tonight
I wish this house could go one week without something stupid happening.
brother-in-law threatens me, i don't care. So he threatens my father. of course, he has to get all stupid and whatnot. So now brother-in-law is having the child protection services or whatever inspect our home to see if it's fit for his daughter. i'm glad i'm working tomorrow morning. I'm sure they'll find something wrong with this place.
I enjoyed yesterday a lot. There was a huge plant delivery, then a huge potting soil delivery. So i was moving shit out in the rain for a few hours. Then I spent the next 30 minutes or so at the starbucks talking about photography with dianna. I would have never guessed she was into photography. The starbucks seems like a pretty chill job.
I got my Bullets and Octane cd today in the mail. It's a lot better than I thought it'd be. And I got two stickers. I love me the stickers.
Posted by Cameron at 11:35 PM | Comments (0)
January 01, 2005
Doeful (ha!)
So for the new year, I worked until 10:15 pm. Then I came home and watched the Him dvd a little bit. I played some Mario DS, then went to bed. Out of all the people that worked with me today, I think I was the only one that wasn't hungover or still drunk. Well, of most of the people that came in the morning, anyway.
so it's only these lately.
Hawthorne Heights
Senses Fail
Saves the Day
Kill Hannah
Bullets and Octane
I have been told by a few people i seem different lately. But nobody can tell me why. Tiff said something about me looking more manly or something. I couldn't help but laugh. I was wearing pink gloves at the time. Then she said she didn't know. Nicole started talking to me. I've said hi to her every time I've seen her since novemberish. And now we actually had a conversation. I wonder if she even knows my name.
I started watching my degrassi dvds finally. And It's awesome. Even if i've seen the episodes 80 times. I don't know what the hell it is about it. Because the show is so bad. And my favorite characters aren't even on it yet.
Monica hit me today.
Posted by Cameron at 09:01 PM | Comments (0)