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July 23, 2005
then it's too late my love has turned to hate
I've had a lot on my mind lately. Most of it setting myself up for disappointment. But hey. I have to start somewhere. I've never felt like this before. Like if it were possible for me to give up everything and go, I would. I can't say I've ever been in that state of mind. I think it was a bad time to start school. Or maybe it's good, because it'll keep me going for another two years and some change before I truly mess everything up.
I want to rent some movies tonight. I haven't really watched movies in a while. Unless you count Lost in Translation. But I can't watch that anymore. And I can never finish it. Not that it's bad. It's a great flick. One of my favorites. But yeah. It just doesn't work very well. Oh, and I saw The Devil's Rejects. Good flick. I thought there could have been more gore in it though. And a whole lot less freebird. Some really good humor in it, too. Although, I was the only one laughing at most of it.
We found a drummer. And a few people are interested in singing for us. Maybe we'll finally get something going. If we could just get one show, I'd be happy. Even when nobody comes to watch us.
It's amazing how much a clean room does for me. I feel better. At least, I think it's from the room.
Posted by Cameron at 02:37 PM | Comments (1) | TrackBack
July 17, 2005
forgive me if i'm out of line
You know what I love about going back to school? Putting stickers on a brand new folder. So I'm studying visual communication / 3d animation. Computer science can blow me.
After about 3 years or so, I finally replaced my Spider Man mouse pad. (from right before the movie came out in theaters) It's now Starry Night, by Van Gogh. I used to have a framed print of that. I wonder what happened to it. I guess this is good enough for now.
I found this. Not sure what I was doing. But I like it.
I wish it were bigger.
I'm enjoying The Bravery. Not sure what makes them different from The Srokes/Killers/Hot Hot Heat/blah blah. But I'm enjoying it.
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July 08, 2005
it's only you beautiful
New school. Fucking expensive. Taking a huge risk here, hoepfully it'll come out alright. I'll know in two and a half years.
That is all.
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